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I see people who emulate him.

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But in my mind, 
nobody did it better than Tommy.

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The Dynamite Kid, baby.

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The beginning of the modern wrestler.

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My mom told me, 
"Your dad was the best."

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On the top! Oh, my!

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What I was most impressed with 
was how explosive he was.

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With extraordinary agility 
and technical mastery,

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Dynamite Kid 
took the wrestling world by storm.

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His need to be the best was fueled 
by an intense desire

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to overcome his stature by pushing 
his body to dangerous extremes.

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When Tommy found himself 
in the land of giants,

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the way to stand out was to make 
his style more realistic,

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harder hitting, than anybody else's.

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You really got banged up, Dynamite.

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It's a dog-eat-dog world.

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There's things you can do 
that will destroy your body.

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And he did. Young.

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That's the willingness 
to sacrifice for your art,

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which Tommy took to an extreme.

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Debilitating injuries, steroids, 
and a dependency on painkillers

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made Dynamite an increasing threat
to himself and those around him.

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I'm telling you, he did 
a complete personality change.

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There was a lot of questions 
about his character.

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He probably had the worst case 
of little man syndrome in history.

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We all knew not to push his buttons 
or we would feel his wrath.

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We'll wrestle you. 
We'll embarrass you, humiliate you.

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He really punched me, 
and kicked me in the face.

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-Like a monster. 
-He did terrible things. To me.

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But that was, like, 
a small chunk of it.

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I can't imagine what it was like 
for her, having a gun at your head.

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Everybody else who did way worse, 
they get accolades. Tom doesn't.

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I can still watch his matches 
and enjoy them.

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But, people still praise him publicly 
and it's like, I can't do it.

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He sacrificed his body, his family, 
everything, for wrestling.

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The Dynamite Kid's impact? Gigantic.

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He left an unbelievable, 
permanent mark on the business.

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And, for the most part, 
a positive one.

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I'm Lance Storm,
a pro wrestler for 30 years.

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28-year-old Lance Storm!

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If you're a fan of wrestling today 
with the faster pace, higher impact.

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that's attributed to Dynamite.

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The Dynamite Kid!

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And all those guys in Stampede, 
you know, Bret Hart.

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Bret Hart, there's your opponent 
for next week.

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Oh, he... They're both over the top!

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Wrestling and the Stampede,

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those are the two things 
that Calgary's famous for.

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My name's Michelle Billington.

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I was married to the Dynamite Kid.

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One day, when my sister Julie
and I first came to Calgary,

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Julie saw Bret and she was like, 
"Who's that guy? Oh, my god."

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And it was love at first sight, 
for both of them.

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I'm Julie Hart, the former wife 
of Bret "The Hitman" Hart.

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And sister of Michelle Billington. 
I kinda took Michelle under my wing.

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I've always been very protective 
of her, her whole life.

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Julie was more like a mother 
to me than my mother.

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She was my hero.

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I started living with them and,

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when I first saw Tom in the ring, 
it was with Bret.

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They were incredible matches.

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Tom was like a ping pong ball, 
flying around.

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Oh, survivor!

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When Tom wasn't wrestling,

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he would talk to me, 
and I would just, like,

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surreptitiously, like, 
"Hey, how's it going? Good match."

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And he's like, 
"Yeah, thank you."

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We went for a walk 
and it was so romantic.

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Like, it was that big fluffy snow 
that was coming down,

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and it was like a blanket of diamonds

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and I thought he was so exotic 
'cause of his English accent.

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So, I had this big

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romantic idea of that suave, 
debonair Englishman.

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I was 18 when he married me.

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So, let's read this one.

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"Michelle, I can tell you a secret 
now because we're married.

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I think that you will believe me.

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The next thing on my mind is that 
we will have some babies."

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Bronwyne!

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"But only when you are ready.

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I wish that is soon, 
because when

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I'm on the road, 
the babies can look after you.

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I love you more than ever. 
Your ever-loving yard dog, Tom."

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And he didn't hold Bronwyne
until she could walk.

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Like, he didn't pick her up

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'cause he was so scared to drop her 
or hurt her.

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I'm Bronwyne Billington.

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Eldest daughter of the Dynamite Kid.

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We had a ring in our backyard, 
so he'd be training his friends

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or wrestling with his buddies, 
and we used to play in there.

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I remember being backstage 
at the shows.

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Randy Savage and Miss Elizabeth. 
They loved me for some reason.

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I just wanted to hang out 
with them, really.

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My dad was a really funny, goofy guy.

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This woman is mean. 
She's lean.

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She's 205 pounds of fighting fury. 
17-inch biceps, 95-inch legs.

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She's muscle, steel and sex appeal.

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He had no teeth at one point.

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He had the retainer teeth, 
and he'd pull them out

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and do magic tricks on me.

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If you look at the pictures 
with Dad and I, growing up,

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he was always holding my hand 
really tight.

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That's a sign of how much 
he loved his daughter.

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When I was younger, 
my mom would tell me,

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"Oh, you're so much like your dad,"

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because I learned how to do flips.

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I thought he could fly. 
Like, I've never seen

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a wrestler that could do that.

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I'm Amaris Billington. 
Dynamite Kid's youngest daughter.

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I'm so proud of who he was 
in his career.

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He didn't care if someone said, 
"You're too small."

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He's like, "Watch me."

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By the 1980s, The Dynamite Kid

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is not only one of Stampede 
Wrestling's top performers,

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he's catapulted himself 
to stardom around the globe.

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Some great matches took place
in front of small crowds in Japan.

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My name is Mick Foley.

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I wrestled from 1985 through 2000 
and made several comebacks.

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There was a series of moves 
that he did

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with Satoru Sayama, 
the original Tiger Mask.

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And it looked like magic.

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It wasn't what they did, it was 
the speed with which they did it.

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And the excellence of execution, 
that was amazing.

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I perused that on VHS tape 
the way that most young men

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of my generation perused 
the Phoebe Cates topless scene

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in Ridgemont High.

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I rewound it and slow-motioned it 
so often that it just, it broke.

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Oh, wow!

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The in-ring product we see today 
starts with him and Tiger Mask.

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Dave Meltzer, editor 
of the Wrestling Observer.

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I do podcasts 
at wrestlingobserver.com.

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There's no Jushin Liger without 
Tiger Mask and Dynamite Kid.

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That opens the door for Guerrero, 
Benoit, and Hart,

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and all of these different guys 
who came after him.

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He had a chip 
on his shoulder, size-wise.

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He wanted to be the best.
At his size, you had to over-perform

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because it was not what wrestling 
became years later

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where size didn't matter.

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If you were looking for illusions, 
Tommy was a bunch of things,

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but not a magician.

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If it looked like it hurt, 
it's probably because it did.

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It was amazing to see. 
But in hindsight,

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it's like, he just had no regard 
for his body.

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In 1984, the Dynamite Kid's 
fearlessness in the ring pays off

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as he signs with the WWF, 
joining cousin Davey Boy Smith,

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brother-in-law Bret Hart, 
and Jim "The Anvil" Niedhart.

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To compete at the top,

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Tom continues 
to push the limits of his body.

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Tom's physical changes came 
once he went to WWE.

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You know, he'd been doing 
a lot of steroids at the time.

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The Dynamite Kid!

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Physically, describe Tommy 
as one big muscle.

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He was like Mighty Mouse. 
This guy had striations in his butt.

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Muscles just ripping out of his ass.

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The guy was nothing 
but a pure muscle.

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The name is Dan Spivey.
I'm a friend of Dynamite Kid's.

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Danny Spivey, of course...

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People will pay to see a bunch 
of muscular guys beat on each other.

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Oh, yeah, we talked about steroids 
and did steroids, you know.

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Everybody was taking them.

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My name's Gary Portz. I came over to 
America and started wrestling, 1978.

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And I met Dynamite Kid.

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Scott McGee! Here he comes.

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We got along, Danny, myself, 
and Dynamite.

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Every day was Christmas. 
Every day was like a party.

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People would come to one room
and give each other shots and stuff,

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and throw the needles into the wall, 
like a dartboard. And leave 'em.

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Me and Danny, one time we woke up,

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I looked at a wall and there must 
have been 10 needles stuck in it.

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I mean, who does that? 
Dumbass wrestlers, you know.

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With his new muscular physique,

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Dynamite's explosiveness in the ring 
makes him a breakout star at WWF.

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By 1985, he and his tag partner 
Davey Boy Smith

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are packing arenas nationwide.

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Here are the British Bulldogs!

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Davey was his cousin,

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who, in many ways, emulated him. 
Same look.

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People went crazy because... 
because they were great.

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Davey Boy and Dynamite!

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A much harder, faster style 
than almost everybody else there.

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We all wanted to be the Bulldogs. 
They were gods of wrestling.

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I remember Dynamite doing 
that fast suplex.

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Snap suplex!

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Like, boom, you were gone. 
Boy, before you knew it.

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My name is Jacques Rougeau.

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For 41 years, 
I was a professional wrestler.

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I was the Fabulous Rougeau Brothers 
with my bro.

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Fabulous Rougeau Brothers.

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The Fabulous Rougeau Brothers.

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I remember Dynamite Kid 
walking in the dressing room

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with a needle in his butt.

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Needle's going like this, 
and he'd go,

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"I'm gonna have 
a good fucking match!"

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And you know, he was like a beast. 
And so, I was afraid of him.

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I was afraid of those kind of guys.

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Look out!

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After years of self-sacrifice 
and physical strain,

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Tom earns a championship victory
with Davey Boy at WrestleMania II.

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Tag team champions! 
The British Bulldogs!

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At the top of the pecking order,

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Tom is hell-bent on putting 
up and coming wrestlers

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through the same hard knocks 
he was once forced to endure.

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He was a product 
of Wigan's Snake Pit.

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Guys who knew how to hurt you.

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And, I don't know but I'm assuming,

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Tommy took a beating.

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And I think it created in him 
a resiliency, and also, maybe,

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a bit of bitterness to people 
who hadn't endured what he had

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to make it through. 
And I found that out firsthand.

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From Bloomington, Indiana...

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I showed up in Providence 
with all of one match to my credit.

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Jack Foley!

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Me and Les 
against The British Bulldogs.

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I was excited. I'm in the ring with, 
you know, one of my heroes, Tommy.

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Tremendous affection!

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I came in and I got 
a very, very quick education.

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Dynamite shook the ropes like 
he couldn't wait to get in.

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And when he was tagged in, 
he sent me into the ropes,

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and he didn't so much clothesline me 
as club me with his bicep.

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Oh, wow!

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And that was the last time 
I ate solid food for three weeks.

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I didn't know it, 
but he had dislocated my jaw.

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Almost lost my career 
because of that.

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No hard feelings.

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I said, "It was such an honor."

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Shook their hands,

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went back to my hotel room 
and threw up.

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Tom's appetite for violence 
soon spreads into the locker room,

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and eventually, into his home life,

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setting off events 
that shatter his career,

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his marriage, 
and ultimately, his legacy.

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So, this is the matching cape 
and vest

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my dad wore in WWF 
in the British Bulldogs tag team.

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It has his name on the inside. 
Well, it says, "Kid".

235
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These were the original Bulldogs 
from when I was little.

236
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-I played Barbies with those. 
-These were our Ken dolls.

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From England, The British Bulldogs!

238
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I really loved the Bulldogs. 
But I saw a few things happen that...

239
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Changed my opinion.

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He was a ribber. He gave people
a hard time, you know, jokingly.

241
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Some people wouldn't think 
it was jokingly.

242
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Some of the stuff was pretty stiff.

243
00:13:46,600 --> 00:13:49,360
He used to love to Halcion people.

244
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One time, he Halcion'd on my mother.

245
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Put a sleeping drug in their drinks. 
There was a guy called Mitch.

246
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Snow.

247
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Our first look at Mitch Snow.

248
00:14:04,280 --> 00:14:07,080
And the kid had a big mouth. 
He'd just talk shit.

249
00:14:07,240 --> 00:14:10,880
So, Tommy gave him 
the Halcion gimmick.

250
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Dynamite and Davey Boy 
went on the balcony...

251
00:14:18,840 --> 00:14:21,000
to get into his room.

252
00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:25,080
And they crapped in his bag.

253
00:14:26,920 --> 00:14:30,080
Shaved his eyebrows. 
They shaved his head.

254
00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:33,360
The kid went back to his home 
in South Carolina somewhere,

255
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in fear of his life.

256
00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:38,000
I think he almost had 
a nervous breakdown.

257
00:14:38,160 --> 00:14:42,040
It's supposed to be a joke and it's 
supposed to make people laugh.

258
00:14:42,200 --> 00:14:45,840
It's funny now, but not 
when you're 23 days on the road.

259
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When you lost your bags 
that week.

260
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When you haven't seen 
your kid in weeks.

261
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It's not funny, or easy.

262
00:14:53,560 --> 00:14:56,640
He wasn't like that when I 
started going out with him.

263
00:14:56,800 --> 00:14:59,120
Or in our first five years
in our marriage.

264
00:14:59,280 --> 00:15:01,560
There was none of that 
sadistic behavior.

265
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It started happening 
after his back operation.

266
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During a non-televised match 
in 1986,

267
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Dynamite does a seemingly 
harmless drop down.

268
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After years of being pushed 
past its limits,

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Dynamite's body 
finally breaks down.

270
00:15:18,480 --> 00:15:22,320
Tom is rushed to the hospital 
with a severe back injury

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requiring 
immediate emergency surgery.

272
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When they opened him, his fourth 
and fifth lumbar was shredded.

273
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And his discs were all tangled
in his spinal cord.

274
00:15:34,360 --> 00:15:37,120
-So they removed the discs, right? 
-Two discs.

275
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He wasn't supposed to work anymore, 
you know, after the surgery.

276
00:15:41,200 --> 00:15:43,680
And he was back in the ring 
two weeks later.

277
00:15:43,840 --> 00:15:47,640
Vince needed to take the titles 
off of him. He could not wrestle.

278
00:15:49,440 --> 00:15:52,040
Davey carried him to the ring, 
off-camera.

279
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The television audience 
never saw this.

280
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I think he gets hit by the megaphone, 
taken out right away.

281
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Jimmy Hart on the other side,

282
00:16:00,720 --> 00:16:02,840
just striking Dynamite Kid 
from behind!

283
00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:05,000
Davey worked the belts off of 'em.

284
00:16:05,160 --> 00:16:07,000
-No, no, no! 
-One, two, three!

285
00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:11,600
New tag team champions!

286
00:16:11,760 --> 00:16:13,840
He got carried back to my car.

287
00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:16,200
At my house, 
he went in the wheelchair

288
00:16:16,360 --> 00:16:21,000
and stayed with me 
for a couple of days.

289
00:16:21,160 --> 00:16:23,920
He'd sleep on the floor, 
not because I had no bed,

290
00:16:24,080 --> 00:16:27,800
but because that was the most 
comfortable place for him.

291
00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:33,880
My wife used to hear him crying, 
crying, in the middle of the night.

292
00:16:34,040 --> 00:16:36,720
It was like a, a whimper.

293
00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:41,480
I can't imagine 
how much pain he was in.

294
00:16:42,480 --> 00:16:44,200
Contrary to doctor's orders,

295
00:16:44,360 --> 00:16:48,440
Dynamite rushes a return to the ring 
just months after the surgery.

296
00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:53,520
Wrestling in agony, his temper 
begins to spiral out of control,

297
00:16:53,680 --> 00:16:55,480
creating chaos at home.

298
00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:59,120
When times were good with 
Michelle and Tom, that was good.

299
00:16:59,280 --> 00:17:02,560
But did you ever see times when 
they were bad between them?

300
00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:12,440
Yeah. I seen it.

301
00:17:13,920 --> 00:17:17,280
One night, he took me out 
to show me a nice time.

302
00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:21,360
I didn't want to drink, so instead 
of saying, "I'm not drinking,"

303
00:17:21,520 --> 00:17:23,880
because that would have been 
like a diss,

304
00:17:24,040 --> 00:17:28,560
I ordered a tonic water and put lemon 
in it like it was a vodka tonic.

305
00:17:28,720 --> 00:17:30,320
He grabbed it, drank it,

306
00:17:30,480 --> 00:17:33,120
and he just spit it out, 
as if it was poison.

307
00:17:33,280 --> 00:17:36,280
"What the fuck is this?" 
I was like, "Tonic water."

308
00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:39,920
And he was like, "Tonic water! 
You're drinking tonic water?"

309
00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:43,560
He just wouldn't let it go. 
Like, he was so mad.

310
00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:47,040
And all the way home, 
he was playing chicken on the road.

311
00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:50,680
A car would be coming and he'd act 
like he's gonna hit the car.

312
00:17:50,840 --> 00:17:53,200
"How could you lie to me?" 
And I was like,

313
00:17:53,360 --> 00:17:56,280
"I just didn't want to drink? 
What's the big deal?"

314
00:17:56,440 --> 00:18:00,240
When we got home, I'm about 
to go to sleep and he's like,

315
00:18:00,400 --> 00:18:03,000
"Fucking get up!" 
And I was like, "What, what?"

316
00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:05,840
He's like, "Get up, get up!"

317
00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:09,560
Then he shoved me in a closet.

318
00:18:11,640 --> 00:18:15,600
"You fucking stay in there, 
you little yard dog."

319
00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:18,080
I just, I slept on the floor 
in there.

320
00:18:18,240 --> 00:18:22,600
And I was glad he wasn't bugging me. 
Like, "I'll sleep in the closet."

321
00:18:24,120 --> 00:18:28,040
Anyway, I find out I'm pregnant 
with our son.

322
00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:33,120
So, after Marek was born, he was,
you know, going to great lengths

323
00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:35,880
for what he did 
in the closet incident.

324
00:18:36,040 --> 00:18:41,680
And Marek was such a difficult child. 
Like, he was really high maintenance.

325
00:18:41,840 --> 00:18:43,560
But Tom was so patient.

326
00:18:43,720 --> 00:18:48,280
I think he really wanted 
to make up for that with Marek.

327
00:18:48,440 --> 00:18:50,120
But that didn't last.

328
00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:54,960
Dynamite Kid's home and work life 
have become increasingly volatile.

329
00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:57,720
After being forced to surrender 
the championship,

330
00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:02,440
Tom vents his rage on another 
rising tag team in the WWF.

331
00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:04,680
Vince called the Bulldogs 
and Rougeaus.

332
00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:08,800
"Guys, I'd like to go ahead 
and have a great match with you

333
00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:11,280
and I'd like to have 
a 20-minute Broadway."

334
00:19:11,440 --> 00:19:16,840
The time event has expired. 
This contest is ruled a draw.

335
00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:20,120
It was a draw. 
So, for me, that was a victory.

336
00:19:20,280 --> 00:19:22,960
As if we were in their league, 
which we were not.

337
00:19:25,240 --> 00:19:28,400
After that match, I was so happy 
and everything was good,

338
00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:32,640
and I never thought I'd encounter 
problems with the Bulldogs.

339
00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:34,840
Can you just tell us

340
00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:37,680
what your understanding 
of the incident was?

341
00:19:37,840 --> 00:19:42,120
The Rougeau thing? I'm tired of it.
I don't want to hear about it.

342
00:19:42,280 --> 00:19:45,920
Like, is that the only thing 
that ever happened to him?

343
00:19:46,080 --> 00:19:49,320
When the Rougeaus came to WWF,

344
00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:53,560
they had this prestige right away. 
Tom had the old school way.

345
00:19:53,720 --> 00:19:56,600
You earn your right 
to have privilege.

346
00:19:56,760 --> 00:20:01,480
I've always had an arrogance in me 
that made me succeed.

347
00:20:01,640 --> 00:20:05,320
Never was a mean person, 
but I talked and joked a lot,

348
00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:08,120
and not everybody 
liked to hear jokes, you know?

349
00:20:08,280 --> 00:20:10,440
And that may not have helped 
my cause.

350
00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:15,440
I walked in the dressing room.

351
00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:18,400
Perfect was sitting
at the other end of the room,

352
00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:20,880
against the wall.

353
00:20:21,040 --> 00:20:23,720
As soon as I walked in, 
"Hey, let's play cards!"

354
00:20:23,880 --> 00:20:27,400
And he knew he got me 
because I'm a card player.

355
00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:30,320
Next thing you know, it's like, pow!

356
00:20:32,640 --> 00:20:34,480
And I fell down.

357
00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:39,600
I got back up and then he really 
punched me in the face.

358
00:20:41,040 --> 00:20:43,000
Then he kicked me in the face.

359
00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:46,760
I looked like the Elephant Man.

360
00:20:51,640 --> 00:20:55,800
Made him look bad in front of 
the guys. He told Mr. McMahon

361
00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:58,560
after the fact. 
Like, he could no longer shave

362
00:20:58,720 --> 00:21:00,960
because he couldn't look at himself.

363
00:21:01,120 --> 00:21:04,000
I was in bad shape,
mentally more than physically.

364
00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:07,160
I didn't want to do what was coming. 
I knew I had to.

365
00:21:07,320 --> 00:21:09,960
-What do you mean? 
-Get revenge.

366
00:21:10,120 --> 00:21:14,120
In the days following 
Tom's brutal locker room assault,

367
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:17,520
Jacques Rougeau anxiously plans 
his retaliation.

368
00:21:17,680 --> 00:21:19,640
I lost 10 pounds during that week,

369
00:21:19,800 --> 00:21:22,080
Wednesday to Sunday. 
I couldn't eat.

370
00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:24,680
I was throwing up every time 
I had to fight.

371
00:21:24,840 --> 00:21:28,840
I wasn't sleeping well. 
I was afraid of what was coming.

372
00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:32,360
Jacques was not 
a tough street fighter or anything.

373
00:21:32,520 --> 00:21:35,680
He just felt that he needed
to get his respect back.

374
00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:37,400
Know what my father said?

375
00:21:37,560 --> 00:21:41,520
"Before going to the building 
tomorrow, go to the bank.

376
00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:44,400
And get yourself a roll of quarters."

377
00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:48,400
Just hours before 
a television taping,

378
00:21:48,560 --> 00:21:52,480
Jacques lies in wait 
for Dynamite's arrival at the arena.

379
00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:54,480
I saw that curtain open.

380
00:21:55,800 --> 00:21:57,240
I know Dynamite's coming.

381
00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:01,320
For the first time in a week, 
I looked at him.

382
00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:05,480
And I said, "Hey, how ya doing?"

383
00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:07,920
He had a coffee in his hand 
and he went...

384
00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:11,600
And I went.

385
00:22:15,320 --> 00:22:17,760
When you're young 
and you see monster movies,

386
00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:23,080
where the blood is throwing out, 
like a river? It's true.

387
00:22:25,520 --> 00:22:27,240
Four teeth came out.

388
00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:32,520
And then I remember Dynamite Kid,

389
00:22:32,680 --> 00:22:36,280
"I'm gonna fuck you! 
I'm gonna fuck you up!"

390
00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:41,800
Then I said, "The next time I'm gonna 
put you in a fucking wheelchair!"

391
00:22:45,920 --> 00:22:48,200
Was it a roll of quarters? 
Don't think so.

392
00:22:48,360 --> 00:22:50,520
I think it was 
a pair of brass knuckles.

393
00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:53,960
I just didn't think what Tom had done

394
00:22:54,120 --> 00:22:56,960
deserved 
getting his teeth knocked out.

395
00:22:57,120 --> 00:23:00,120
Tommy couldn't handle it. 
It bothered Tommy.

396
00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:01,880
His reputation was damaged.

397
00:23:02,040 --> 00:23:04,480
I mean,
the guy that's tougher than nails

398
00:23:04,640 --> 00:23:07,120
get physically abused like that.

399
00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:12,480
He wanted to beat the shit out 
of him, and then some, probably.

400
00:23:12,640 --> 00:23:15,640
Tom's plan for revenge 
comes to a halt.

401
00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:17,520
Well, there's Dino!

402
00:23:17,680 --> 00:23:21,240
As Dino Bravo, a wrestler with 
alleged ties to organized crime

403
00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:23,200
gives him a cautionary warning.

404
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:28,840
Tom bought a 9mm handgun 
with a clip for me.

405
00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:32,520
I was like, "I don't want that gun." 
Like, I was so scared of it.

406
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:34,880
He goes, 
"I don't want to scare you.

407
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:40,360
I talked to Dino Bravo." He said he
saw an envelope with Tom's name,

408
00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:44,640
our address, and inside of it 
had a picture of our house,

409
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:47,880
me and the kids, like, 
"If there's any retaliation,

410
00:23:48,040 --> 00:23:51,880
like, anything, 
your family's gonna be dead."

411
00:23:54,840 --> 00:23:58,880
We sold our house 'cause 
we were worried that the mafia,

412
00:23:59,040 --> 00:24:01,520
they knew where we lived 
and everything.

413
00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:03,440
Jacques got his respect back.

414
00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:07,360
Dynamite never was allowed 
to get his respect back, I suppose.

415
00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:12,120
His life was never the same. 
He was never the same guy.

416
00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:14,440
Dynamite's ex-wife says

417
00:24:14,600 --> 00:24:18,000
Dynamite didn't get revenge 
because they feared the mob.

418
00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:22,280
Is this... have you heard this 
before? Is that true?

419
00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:26,640
That is funny. But there's something 
I gotta tell you guys.

420
00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:29,720
I forgot about that. 
Now you're bringing it back.

421
00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:35,480
I didn't like Dino Bravo, 
but I knew he was a stooge.

422
00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:37,360
A stooge for the Bulldogs.

423
00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:40,680
That whatever I said to him, 
he'd bring to them.

424
00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:44,120
I took a piece of paper 
and I wrote a name down.

425
00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:47,760
I wrote a fictive name, 
an invented name.

426
00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:50,080
And I told Dino, I said,

427
00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:53,400
"You see this name here? 
I gotta call him every night.

428
00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:58,680
If I don't call him one night, 
things will be taken care of."

429
00:24:59,920 --> 00:25:02,400
And I'm glad to hear that it worked.

430
00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:11,320
Finding out about the mafia 
possibly coming to kill his wife,

431
00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:15,800
that really made him not want to be 
a part of that company anymore.

432
00:25:16,880 --> 00:25:20,840
At the 1988 Survivor Series 
Pay Per View event,

433
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:23,960
Tom decides to end his career 
in the WWF.

434
00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:26,600
Don't think Dynamite 
was ever happy in WWF.

435
00:25:26,760 --> 00:25:29,240
He liked the respect in Japan, 
so it was like,

436
00:25:29,400 --> 00:25:31,880
we can cut a deal there, 
get away from this.

437
00:25:33,320 --> 00:25:36,160
Tommy was really hurting 
on that tour in Japan.

438
00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:39,680
But you'd never have known,

439
00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:42,640
because he was still giving 
100 percent.

440
00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:49,280
Yeah, he started to say his, 
his arm was "bothering him".

441
00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:54,520
But later I found out his ligaments 
weren't even on the bone.

442
00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:59,920
He got his shoulder operated on. 
It was terrible.

443
00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:01,760
About a week later,

444
00:26:01,920 --> 00:26:05,680
he was upset with me 'cause my 
girlfriend came over and he was like,

445
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:08,920
"You're just talking to Sandra. 
You don't care about me."

446
00:26:09,080 --> 00:26:10,880
And I was like, "Yes, I do, Tom."

447
00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:14,560
He starts going...

448
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:18,400
He takes his supporting 
arm band thing off.

449
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:22,800
I was like, "Stop it!" He's like... 
I was like, "Stop it!

450
00:26:24,480 --> 00:26:27,160
All the shit we've been through 
and you're like

451
00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:30,600
trying to set us back 
and wreck your arm?"

452
00:26:32,240 --> 00:26:36,320
I didn't understand, like, 
what the hell?

453
00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:43,200
With countless injuries from years 
of self-inflicted abuse in the ring,

454
00:26:43,360 --> 00:26:45,800
Tom's best days 
are now behind him.

455
00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:51,560
Tom was slipping deeper and deeper, 
I'd say, into pills and drinking.

456
00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:56,040
This one night, he invited me to come 
and watch wrestling.

457
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:03,000
It was hours watching him 
and Tiger Mask.

458
00:27:03,160 --> 00:27:06,600
He said, "Watch this. 
Took a 'F' of a bump."

459
00:27:08,080 --> 00:27:11,360
Just him and Tiger Mask, 
all night long.

460
00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:16,480
That's my last memory of Tom, 
being with him and watching...

461
00:27:18,120 --> 00:27:20,680
the end of greatness.

462
00:27:26,440 --> 00:27:28,680
Do you think, after the incident,

463
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:31,800
something changed emotionally 
for Tom?

464
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:35,400
Well, after that, 
he hit quite a few other people.

465
00:27:35,560 --> 00:27:39,080
He... They broke a few jaws.

466
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:42,920
It was New Year's Eve.

467
00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:46,120
It was about 10 o'clock,
and Tom came in with his brother

468
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:50,080
and a couple of friends 
that he went out with.

469
00:27:50,240 --> 00:27:55,160
And he had this white sweatshirt on, 
and it was just full of blood.

470
00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:59,120
And his cheek is cut, 
and it's just the flap, it's open.

471
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:00,760
You see his cheekbone.

472
00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:03,720
And he's got his sunglasses on.

473
00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:06,720
Like, Bronwyne's crying, 
"Daddy, what happened?"

474
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:09,480
I was scared. 
"What happened to Daddy?"

475
00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:14,960
He's like, "I fucking fell down, 
little girl. Daddy's gonna be okay."

476
00:28:15,120 --> 00:28:18,680
Bronwyne never saw this stuff, 
but she was seeing it.

477
00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:20,360
And I was like, oh, my God.

478
00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:22,920
I felt like such a failure, 
as a mother.

479
00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:26,920
Now I'm pregnant, bringing another 
child into this horrible life.

480
00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:28,800
I couldn't take it anymore.

481
00:28:28,960 --> 00:28:32,160
And that's when I got, 
like, suicidal,

482
00:28:32,320 --> 00:28:35,720
and I'm walking around going like, 
I just can't live another

483
00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:38,160
fricking minute like this.

484
00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:44,360
And I finally decided that was it.

485
00:28:44,520 --> 00:28:48,240
And I gave Tom a one-way ticket 
to England.

486
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:51,400
And I said, "Tom, I would like you 
to leave now.

487
00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:53,600
Take whatever you need 
and just go."

488
00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:58,840
And that's when the shit went down.

489
00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:04,120
And my dad dragged my mom 
by the hair across the floor.

490
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:11,400
He lost his mind.

491
00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:15,440
He had me in some kind of hold 
on my jaw, my mouth.

492
00:29:15,600 --> 00:29:19,720
He let me go and I was like... 
I put my jaw back.

493
00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:23,360
The kids had never seen 
anything like this.

494
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:26,800
And they were crying. 
I go, "Daddy's having a moment.

495
00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:28,520
It'll be fine. He'll leave."

496
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:32,480
He goes, "No, I think you should 
fucking go." And I was like,

497
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:37,880
"I'm the one pregnant. The one with a 
toddler." Marek was still in diapers.

498
00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:41,680
"You know, all my stuff is here, 
all their clothes are here."

499
00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:46,720
And he went downstairs 
and he got a gun.

500
00:29:51,280 --> 00:29:55,400
And he said, "If you're not out 
in 15 fucking minutes,

501
00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:57,480
I'll blow your fuckin' head off."

502
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,880
And I was like, "No, you won't."

503
00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:08,960
He was like, "I fucking will."

504
00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:13,520
And my dad then put a shotgun 
up to my mom's head.

505
00:30:13,680 --> 00:30:17,760
And I was holding my little brother, 
screaming, "Daddy, no! Daddy, no!"

506
00:30:17,920 --> 00:30:22,960
They're hysterical. I'm not, 
'cause I'm calling his bluff.

507
00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:24,880
"You're not blowing my head off.

508
00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:28,000
Leave or I'll call the police." 
So, I called them.

509
00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:31,120
"My husband's threatening 
to blow my head off

510
00:30:31,280 --> 00:30:33,880
and I'm pregnant 
and I have children."

511
00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:38,680
She goes, "Well, honey, if he said 
you could leave, just leave!"

512
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:42,360
Oh, God. I was like, "not again."

513
00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:44,680
I didn't want 
to go to Bret and Julie's.

514
00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:49,320
I didn't want to bring our bullshit 
over there, again.

515
00:30:49,480 --> 00:30:53,440
But I did. I packed up my little bags 
and I left.

516
00:30:54,640 --> 00:31:00,040
She was terrified 
that he was gonna come

517
00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:05,240
and, who knows, do what, 
to her or any of us, you know.

518
00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:10,800
His headspace was not good. 
Not good at that time.

519
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:15,440
Michelle's harrowing experiences 
would stay a secret for years,

520
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:18,200
until they were eventually exposed 
to the world,

521
00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:21,400
forever altering 
the legacy of the Dynamite Kid.

522
00:31:21,560 --> 00:31:26,080
In a final act of violence after 
holding his wife at gunpoint,

523
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:29,880
Tom leaves his family behind in 
Calgary and returns to England.

524
00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:32,640
He moved back to England in 1991.

525
00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:37,080
My mom was about eight months, 
seven months pregnant with me.

526
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:40,720
I wanted a girl because I had
the perfect name.

527
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:45,240
I had the name Amaris. 
And it means, "Gift from God,"

528
00:31:45,400 --> 00:31:49,040
and I believe Amaris saved my life.

529
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:52,880
I believe she saved all our lives.

530
00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:57,400
That kid has been a blessing 
since the day she was born.

531
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:05,680
He just had his retirement match 
in Japan.

532
00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:09,000
Now he'd wrote a letter to Michelle

533
00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:13,560
saying that he was gonna come 
to Calgary.

534
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:17,440
I really believed that Tom would come 
and see his baby.

535
00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:21,560
And thank god he didn't, because 
in the end, I think he did the,

536
00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:25,080
like, he manned up and let us be.

537
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:29,040
I think he knew there was something 
wrong with him, like,

538
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:32,480
he wasn't the same person. 
This violence was out of control.

539
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:35,720
I don't think he had control of it 
anymore.

540
00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:40,720
After he finished wrestling, 
he was fighting in garages.

541
00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:43,960
You know, he was like a, like a dog. 
Like a pit bull.

542
00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:48,080
There was cars parked in a circle 
with lights on.

543
00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:49,960
And it was bare knuck fights.

544
00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:53,440
And he was doing those to survive.

545
00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:55,280
Did he talk about his family?

546
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:56,880
I knew you'd ask that.

547
00:32:57,040 --> 00:33:00,800
He didn't, because that was Tommy,
you know?

548
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:03,400
He wouldn't let people in.

549
00:33:03,560 --> 00:33:08,000
He didn't let me in. He didn't want 
to show me any sign of weakness.

550
00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:11,800
It's a macho thing, I know, 
but, you know,

551
00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:15,600
you had to keep that reputation, 
you know, not being a wimp.

552
00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:25,480
Years after retirement, Tom returns 
to Japan for a comeback match.

553
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:28,760
The comeback match was real sad.

554
00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:37,280
I think all of us willingly 
suspend that state of belief

555
00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,840
to believe in a different reality,

556
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:43,080
that we are 
who we're portrayed as being.

557
00:33:43,240 --> 00:33:47,680
And that we are that tough,
and we are immortal in some way.

558
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:54,240
One time, he went to ambulate 
and he just hit the deck.

559
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:58,680
Went to hospital and he said, 
"What about my fucking legs?"

560
00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:04,120
And they told him 
he had too much scar tissue.

561
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:08,960
Too much scar tissue to operate. 
So...

562
00:34:12,520 --> 00:34:16,480
You know, guys came to see him 
and he didn't want them to.

563
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:20,160
The greatest wrestler, 
who changed the business,

564
00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:23,320
and this guy who could be 
an absolute monster,

565
00:34:23,480 --> 00:34:25,640
and then, the absolute tragic ending.

566
00:34:25,800 --> 00:34:28,680
Way too young, you know, 
in your 40s in a wheelchair.

567
00:34:28,840 --> 00:34:35,520
It's just a sad thing from being 
this incredible athlete.

568
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:40,520
I just, I felt so sad for him. 
Of course, I still loved him.

569
00:34:40,680 --> 00:34:45,800
I mean, God, you don't get married 
and have kids and not still love him.

570
00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:50,800
Just didn't love what was going on.

571
00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:54,800
She always talked about him like 
he was like a prince charming.

572
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:56,960
She never said anything negative.

573
00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:59,480
It was always positive.

574
00:34:59,640 --> 00:35:03,400
And then, the Chris Benoit 
documentary came out.

575
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:05,320
I was about 16 years old.

576
00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:09,280
And, that was the first time 
my mom talked about

577
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:12,240
any kind of abuse 
in the relationship.

578
00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:17,480
As part of a media frenzy sparked 
by the 2007 Chris Benoit tragedies,

579
00:35:17,640 --> 00:35:22,640
a CNN exposé airs on domestic 
violence perpetrated by wrestlers.

580
00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:26,280
Michelle is interviewed, 
and for the first time ever,

581
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:29,840
details her stories of abuse 
at the hands of Tom Billington.

582
00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:34,000
Michelle says at home, 
the Kid was out of control.

583
00:35:34,160 --> 00:35:38,680
At one time, dragging her by 
the hair, holding a gun to her face.

584
00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:42,160
-He wasn't the guy you loved. 
-No.

585
00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:44,320
The night before her interview,

586
00:35:44,480 --> 00:35:49,280
Michelle tells her children the 
complex truth about their father.

587
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:52,280
I was just so mad.

588
00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:56,560
I was, I was mad at my dad

589
00:35:56,720 --> 00:36:03,440
for hurting my mom, because 
she is... the best woman ever.

590
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:06,640
And I was mad at Mom 
because I felt like she lied to me

591
00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:08,600
about who my dad was.

592
00:36:11,600 --> 00:36:14,960
So, when I found that there was 
actually abuse and a gun,

593
00:36:15,120 --> 00:36:18,280
she was pregnant with me 
at that time.

594
00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:25,160
That was the beginning 
of a very dark time in my life.

595
00:36:29,360 --> 00:36:32,520
Despite promising Michelle 
he would visit his family,

596
00:36:32,680 --> 00:36:35,800
Tom would never return to Canada.

597
00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:39,440
When I had my first child, 
I finally felt whole.

598
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:42,480
I thought she was everything 
that I was looking for.

599
00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:47,240
Eventually, that started to change 
again and I didn't feel whole again.

600
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,640
And I knew that it was my dad 
that I was missing.

601
00:36:50,800 --> 00:36:55,120
She went, "Flight's booked. I'm off. 
Are you coming with me?"

602
00:36:55,280 --> 00:36:57,000
And I said, "No."

603
00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:02,360
I decided I was gonna go see my dad, 
without him knowing.

604
00:37:02,520 --> 00:37:06,480
Fifteen years after Tom last saw 
his eldest daughter,

605
00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:10,520
Bronwyne travels to England
to pay him a surprise visit.

606
00:37:10,680 --> 00:37:13,720
Entered the living room, 
my dad was in his wheelchair.

607
00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:16,240
The first time 
I'd ever seen him in it.

608
00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:19,320
And I immediately broke down crying.

609
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:23,240
He was like no time had passed. 
"Why are you crying?"

610
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:27,000
I said, "'Cause I haven't seen you 
in 15 years."

611
00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:30,280
By the third day, 
it was just my dad and I.

612
00:37:30,440 --> 00:37:32,760
I'm on the couch, 
he's in his wheelchair.

613
00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:35,680
And I wanted to be close to him.

614
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:39,840
So, I took a chair and moved it 
and just sat right next to him.

615
00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:43,080
We held hands and we cried,
and he said, "I'm sorry."

616
00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:51,280
And that was the only time 
he'd ever apologized for anything.

617
00:37:52,760 --> 00:37:54,720
I knew in that moment what it meant.

618
00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:58,080
He didn't have to say anything else 
and I just felt it.

619
00:37:58,240 --> 00:38:04,080
We shared a beautiful moment, 
and I'm so happy that I went.

620
00:38:06,720 --> 00:38:10,120
At the end, I understand that, 
you know, he was very sick.

621
00:38:11,160 --> 00:38:15,440
-He had a stroke too, right? 
-Yeah, I just know it was bad.

622
00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:18,840
Do you remember when you heard 
the news that he had passed?

623
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:22,280
-Yeah. 
-Tell me that story.

624
00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:35,160
I can't. What do you want me...
Sit here and cry?

625
00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:39,640
You know, 
he was a great friend, and...

626
00:38:41,120 --> 00:38:46,640
Somebody I cared about a lot. 
And I miss him.

627
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:52,320
He loved his friends 
and he loved his kids.

628
00:38:53,480 --> 00:38:56,320
And I love the Dynamite Kid.

629
00:38:58,720 --> 00:39:02,240
I knew it was coming, 
but I didn't cry for like a week.

630
00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:05,680
I was in shock. 
I got a call from my mom.

631
00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:08,920
I think I was consoling her more.

632
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:12,240
And then, right before we hung up, 
she said to me,

633
00:39:12,400 --> 00:39:15,840
"Well, now you know 
that he's right beside you."

634
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,480
And I hung up the phone 
and I just started...

635
00:39:25,720 --> 00:39:29,360
'Cause that's all I ever wanted, 
was for him to be beside me.

636
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:35,040
The week before, 
Danny had tried to talk with him.

637
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:38,840
And, Danny said, "I love ya."

638
00:39:41,240 --> 00:39:45,120
And Dynamite said, "Why?"

639
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:50,280
It brought home a lot of memories, 
when he died,

640
00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:53,920
of what an integral figure he was 
in wrestling, that probably

641
00:39:54,080 --> 00:40:00,600
he'll never get the full credit for, 
because telling that story is a,

642
00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:03,400
is a sad story, not a happy story.

643
00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:09,000
You don't have 
that happy ending story.

644
00:40:10,720 --> 00:40:15,800
Let it go. Let my kids heal.
They can't heal with this stuff.

645
00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:19,040
And if you talk about the violence, 
talk about the CTE,

646
00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:23,520
talk about the signs of depression. 
Don't knock him.

647
00:40:23,680 --> 00:40:26,000
Like, he coulda' came back.

648
00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:30,120
We could have perpetuated it. 
But we ended it, did the right thing.

649
00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:34,800
And my kids did better without, 
you know, him around.

650
00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:37,560
Even though it pissed me off 
that he said,

651
00:40:37,720 --> 00:40:40,400
"I hope my children 
are so proud of my work,"

652
00:40:40,560 --> 00:40:43,880
and I said, in my head, 
"Why don't you be a father?

653
00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:45,640
They don't need a wrestler."

654
00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:53,480
But now I'm older, I understand 
that's what he wanted to give them.

655
00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:59,600
He's largely been forgotten 
by time,

656
00:40:59,760 --> 00:41:04,400
but those who saw him in his prime, 
they'll never forget it.

657
00:41:04,560 --> 00:41:08,120
Never seen this, 
both men on the top!

658
00:41:08,280 --> 00:41:11,880
Bruce Springsteen said, 
"Trust the art, not the artist."

659
00:41:12,040 --> 00:41:15,960
Tommy had a canvas, 
and he was brilliant.

660
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:20,040
They love it! The Dynamite Kid!

661
00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:23,640
He's not the first or the last 
to suffer for his art.

662
00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:27,680
There's a sense that a lot of people 
who are great at something

663
00:41:27,840 --> 00:41:30,480
are not great
at all aspects of their life

664
00:41:30,640 --> 00:41:33,920
and they find solace in doing 
what they do.

665
00:41:34,080 --> 00:41:37,040
But they pay for that brief time.

666
00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:39,640
You become a bigger star 
than you imagined,

667
00:41:39,800 --> 00:41:43,480
and then you pay for it every day 
for the rest of your life.

668
00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:47,640
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